I walk
up to the secretary's desk "I'm here to see Jim at nine," I say.
Mr
Elser glances up at me out of habit, although I am sure he recognizes my voice,
"He's not here just yet, but you can go in and wait. I'm sure he's
expecting you." He returns to his papers, well he never really stopped
whatever it is with the papers.
I
scuttle past the desk and open the wooden office doors. Mr Montegue's office is
one of only three rooms in the ITG office suite. Otherwise there is a large
office reception area and a conference room. There must be some filling stuff
somewhere too, but I've never seen it. The staff at the main office outside of
Chicago is pretty bare bones, but then the office itself is superfluous throw
back to the era of store front businesses, every part of the business can be
handled online.
As one
of the largest temporary nursing agencies in the United States, Mr Montegue's
office is appropriately imposing. A wall of windows provides a spectacular
view, with a foreground of a neatly maintained office park, followed by neatly
maintained million dollar mini-mansions, leading up to the distant downtown
Chicago skyline, a hint of the blue of Lake Michigan lies off to the east. On a
late autumn day like today the view is a field of fire tamed by the gray
concrete of man. The room itself is rather modern, not exactly cold, but not
warm either. The carpet is a thin-industrial type in an unnoticeable beige, the
furniture, while richer than IKEA is not antique or pricey, in short the room
has a function, Mr Montegue works here every day and the room accommodates
individual meetings as well as solitary business strategizing without feeling
under dressed or overbearing for either occasion.
Several
chairs are set out before Mr Montegue's desk and I select the one I know to be
the most comfortable, not directly in front of the desk. I take off my backpack
and flick through the files I have brought laying the more relevant ones out on
the desk. After twenty minutes or so (Jim is running late) he comes in, I do
not stand up, we are passed the point of such formalities by now.
Jim
does not acknowledge me until he has rummaged about the room doing his normal
daily things. He puts things down or away, mutters to himself, and finally sits
heavily in the comfortable leather chair behind his desk. At first glance he is
a middle age man of middle height and middle appearance, nothing particularly
distinguished or distinguishing about him. On further inspection, I have often
noticed that he is likely neither as old nor as tall as I assume at first
glance, his hair and eyes are a light brownish color and his skin gives me the
impression he either tans year round or is not entirely Caucasian. I have heard
him described by many people as many different ways, both in appearance and personality;
personally I can never think of much description for him.
"What's
the deal then?" He asks me finally, leaning back and putting his hands
behind his head as he studies me across the desk.
"I
don't like this lot very much. I've looked over the files from Butch along with
everything else our guys managed to pull." I reply, "It seems like a
recipe for disaster to me. Would you turn on the map?"
He
nods, shots forward in his chair and begins typing on the pull out keyboard, a
projector lowers form the ceiling facing at a vast white expanse on the western
wall to my right. It flicks on and a large map of the United States appears,
the entire map is color coded based on paranormal energy read outs and updated
hourly to reflect the constant data gathering of ITG.
While
only about two hundred employees were actively involved in paranormal
investigation, every ITG employee was given a company watch after six months as
a thank you present. This watch was equipped with a paranormal sensor which
sent information back to the company, locations could largely be ascertained
based on the individual’s current job and residence, and newer watches held a
GPS as well. The GPS was technically speaking illegal, but then everything else
had a GPS these days anyway.
I
pushed the top folder over to Jim and he picked it up and skimmed the first few
papers while, I examined the map for obvious recent changes. The initiation of
the driving program meant the coverage of the map was slowly reaching 100
percent, and I noticed several new hot spots across the upper Midwest and
Plains which would have to be investigated.
Let me
be clear about something here. Jim Montegue was my friend, I had known him for
years and he had helped me through a very dark time in my life, but we
fundamentally disagreed on the purpose behind tracking the paranormal. Jim
believed in obtaining knowledge, he desired simply to know, I do not know now,
nor do I suspect I will ever care why this was his motivation, but it was. My
motivation for my long and now storied career as a paranormal hunter with ITG
was to destroy anything of potential threat to myself or other humans. How
could such different ideals exist in one organization?
First,
I never voiced my opinion on the matter. I attempted to seem like just another
cog in the machine as far as my assignments were concerned. I am certain Jim
and his data miners were well aware of my tendency to resort to violence early
and often they did not note it aloud to me. Second, over several years my
assignments had largely become those which required violent intervention. Of
our paranormal investigations, only about half were actually the result of the
paranormal, and of those seventy-two percent of the paranormal investigations
yielded interactions which were not deemed harmful to humans.
In the
twenty-eight percent of cases where violence occurred, the primary investigator
handled the situation just fine for twenty-seven of the twenty-eight. That left
one percent or half a percent over all of our paranormal investigations which
were not satisfactorily resolved by the original investigation. For those cases
myself or one of two other long time veterans of ITG were dispatched to resolve
or document the situation as needed. This is the real reason my stance was
tolerated within ITG, because it was needed.
Jim
looks up from the files at me and I return my attention to him. "It's a
bad lot." He says, this is exactly the kind of situation he does not want
to be in.
"I
know," I answer; I also know it will take some tact on my part to get him
to commit resources to intervene. "On the last page I suggest hunters that
could be contacted that would act on the information."
He
flips to the last page and frowns at it. Jim does not like the hunters; they
are teams of vigilantes who take out any paranormal entities they come across.
These groups have two major problems, one they lack the large information base
we have, and in fact lack most basic information on the paranormal at all, but
such ghost hunters will always exist and we will never have much luck
suppressing them. The second issue flows from the first, the lack of knowledge
amongst the hunters means they sometimes incorrectly target humans, the most
blood thirsty groups are essentially roving bands intent on mass murder. Our
records suggest an equal number of unsolved crimes can be traced back to
hunters as to paranormal, but we have no control over them and Jim's abhorrence
of violence extends to directly engaging them as well.
"What
are our best options," he says throwing the file on the table, placing his
elbows on the chair and steepling his hands in front of his mouth.
"There
aren't many good options," I say, the best option would have been a
preventative strike when we first learned of the enclave, but Jim would never
authorize such actions. "Informing any of the hunter gangs, except
possibly Le, would likely result in a slaughter of the entire area, even if
some of the residents have not been turned. Alex is still on assignment and
even with her, me and MJ we would be outnumbered. We could work with Le, but I
don't know how they operate." The Le gang is relatively new to hunting and
not quite as blood thirsty as the others, at least our limited contact with
them would suggest this.
The
corners of Jim's mouth tug it into a weary smile, "I notice you do not
recommend sending in the regular authorities, the border patrol, for example?"
This is meant to be a comment on my violent streak I am sure."
I shake
my head, "Not a chance. Look, a fight with a vampire is not that difficult
to win it's the numbers in this situation that are problematic for us. Several
problems arise with regular authorities, one their movements would likely tip
off the cartel in some way, while the group that contacts our little enclave
appears small, it must be an off shoot of a much larger group. A potentially
very well informed group with lots of guns we could just be setting up a
shootout or a situation of bureaucratic inaction. If we go to the authorities
and inform them of the smuggling method, well nothing will come of it at best,
it's not like they're going to X-ray everyone that crosses the border, at worst
they'll just think we're nuts and do nothing anyway. Basically this is a
situation where vigilantism is about our only option. Other than doing nothing,
which I doubt even you could stomach."
Jim
studies me for a long time and I thought he probably could stomach doing
nothing. The thought disgusted me and I began playing a video of myself
storming out of ITG indignantly and never returning in my head.
After a
moment he sighs and mumbles to himself to me it sounds like "I can't
afford to lose you." I receive the impression, not for the first time,
that he read my reaction out of my mind. Jim contemplates the papers before him
for some time before raising his head.
"Here's
what we'll do. You and MJ will go down to Santa Fe, it's not to near to were
this lot is and shouldn't arose any suspicions." He sketches the plan before
him as he speaks, "I don't think I have any nursing positions there right
at the moment so it'll just be a vacation. Get the scope of the land, drive up
into the mountains were these guys are, get some on the ground reconnaissance.
Have MJ contact the Le group and give enough details to see where they're heads
are at. We'll reevaluate after a couple of days and decide the best course of
action."
I nod,
"Fine sounds good to me."
Jim
nods in an uncertain, non-committal type way. Whatever, I more or less have
what I want, I'll be able to set up an attack on the group with or without his
go ahead once I am out there, it's not like MJ would try to stop me.
"The
last thing is, of course, Butch's demand." Jim puts in.
"Yeah,
I know." In the negotiations for information on the group Butch had been
quite insistent on his terms of payment. He wanted a vampire corpse, preferably
actually dead as Butch had a rather strange aversion to his own kind.
"What's he want it for?"
"Research
most likely." Jim answers, returning his hands to the steeple in front of
his mouth. "I suppose we'll have to provide it if possible."
"And
I'll give him what's left of one if not possible. Is it wise though?" I am
concerned by Butch's request, but saw no way around it at the time. Not if we
wished to continue doing business with him, which we do.
Jim
shrugs, "He knows more about vampirism than anyone else, far more than us
anyway. It's not really like we'd be giving him an advantage he's already so
far ahead of us, no I'm more concerned about how to move a body across state
lines without running in to trouble."
"Oh
right," I mumble, I worry more about Butch. Everything I know about him
suggests he is a very ancient vampire who also happens to be very insane,
perhaps the two go together all the time, but they seem like a bad combination
to me.
"I
expect getting forged documents that say the body is Butch's brother or sister
that wants to be buried on the family farm would be easiest and most realistic.
You'll have to let us know details about the body when you get one, and who
they actually were, maybe we can get word to the person's family somehow."
I
agree, Jim's compassion for the vampire and its human family remind me once
again of how dissociated I have become. It used to pain me, my lack of
compassion for other human beings, but then I realized I never really liked
them anyway, even before I had taken this job.
Jim and
I agree on a few more details, contact MJ and book our flight to Santa Fe for
later that evening. I leave to work out the details of finding us a hotel room
and a rental car.
As I
leave Jim shoots one last question at my back, "Why do you do it?"
I turn
and look back at him, "What?"
"Why
do you do it?" he repeats.
"You
have plenty of psychological reports on me. Don't they tell you?" I retort
with more hostility then I intend, but it is true, ITG keeps volumes of
psychological reports on the paranormal investigators.
"They
tell me things, other people's opinions, but I want to know your opinion of
yourself." Jim continues.
"I
don't know. I could never go back anymore." I say it because I know that's
true.
"But
why not? You're not paranoid, you don't expect the shadows will be stalking
you, and you have enough experience to know most of them aren't. It's not for
revenge and not to serve your fellow man, so what for? Why continue? Why not
give it up? Move on, have a normal life?" Jim's persistence on this matter
is strange, he has never questioned me this way, and truth be told, I have
never thought about it.
"I
don't know, I suppose I just don't know anything else anymore. Why do you do
it? You've been doing this longer then I have."
Jim
smiles wearily, "For knowledge," he answers.
Yes,
for knowledge, I think. Knowledge of what? Knowledge for what? I study Jim a
long time, I realize for the first time how old he must be and how he never
seems to age a day. What's he used that knowledge for so far? I wonder briefly,
before turning on my heel and walking out.
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